Aftermath of Wrath

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I don’t think I can forget this feeling; 

Failing after trying it all.

I was so loyal that I betrayed myself;

and I saw it after everyone else. 

I tried to fix it with space; but I stopped

taking up my own. 

I tried to fix it with time; but I stopped

keeping track of mine. 

I tried fixing it with flesh; but “that”

wanted my bones. 

I tried fixing it by building; but “that”

wanted my rubbled home. 

I tried living in peace; but "that" kept bringing

home trouble.

I don’t think I’ll forgive this feeling;

simply for being felt. 

I don’t think I’ll try again; because once

you have to try to fix it nothing helps. 

~FIN~