Thursday, September 12, 2019

Blind eyes bare witness





What weakness must it take, to throw a brick and hide your hand?

To slither away all giddy and gay, happy that you stood up to no man.

What coward must you be?

To leave your presence but touch no stock; to find the lock yet hide the key.

What fear must you possess?

To twaddle a twat like a weasel or rat; to creep and scurry...I digress.


Still to be more direct:


When your rage runs away and leaves you a silent press;

do you blow away in the face of distress?

Alone unarmored can you truly stand,

or only a warrior when swords in hand?

What of the weight of the blade;

do you stay firm or go wet as a babe?

What battles can you win,

if you flee the scene when war cries ring in?


Can you even march to war?

For when the wind blows ... you stand no more.


How much heart must you have?

When serving the truth you cut it in half. 


How honest can you be?

When you twist your lies to bind the truth.


 Are you tasteless salt or just rotten fruit?

You are faithful to no GOD and loyal to no truth.


Do you battle for yourself or are you true to a cause?

You carry no code and live by no laws.


Be they helpless or confused would you discard them like a spare? 

How must it feel to be a coward stripped bare.

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

Betrayal Changes Things



This is no longer a relationship

 it is just a situation of mass confusion.

We have been lying to each other for a while

painting this world and ourselves illusion.

Cheating and beating, abusing you for misusing me.

We dwell in a web of lies that is resting in the lap of misery.


My mind is telling me I'm wrong.

Revenge lives in my heart.

My decisions are leading me to be a man apart.

I want to fill you with the love you long for but my heart is empty.

I wish I could save us but I'm drowning in this lust.


Memories of joy and living with pain.

Is causing us to be divided like the Red Sea.

The truth is the only thing we won't see.

The love that was between you and me

Has disappeared like smoke into the night.


Oh! How betrayal changes things and words that were exchanged are now lies.

I told you at one time that I would protect you.

Now your back is where I plan to place my knife. 

You told my that your body was for my eyes only

now you give it away as if with a purchase it cums free.


They say when a woman fed up your fucked:

she`ll shower down on you everything but luck.

Memories of good love;

her once warm kiss has turn cold;

and her only longing is for money and  gold.


I'd kill perchance to heal your broken soul.

To restore your grace, I'd give my life.

To heal our now broken hearts; I'd go back in time.

But these are things no man can do;

So, I will let you go to prove that I love you.



The Love Song.




La chason d'amour


Eyes open to visions of you standing

Demanding my presents for a lifetime.

In my illusion the confusion of the past is gone;

in reality so are you. I cry tears without glory.

This endless story of the love that once was

between you and me; when we were us.

I scream mourning this feeling of love;

knowing no healing shall ever come.

I sleep perchance to dream of you

Instead living a nightmare.

I`m scared that I won`t be able

To breathe without you.

My fear seems foolish because this is what I do.

Living yet not alive, seeing you in places

we once coincided. 

Wishing we were not divided.

This hurts me so;

longing & lost while waiting on the release of Cupids Hold